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Hey Jared,
I'm sorry I left you alone for so long. Did you forget about me? Think I was gone for good? Unfortunately I don't go away that easily. But I do struggle with keeping a commitment like this. I guess I just felt the need to catch up. Life at the moment is pretty rough. School has hit an astronomically unrealistic high and I'm not sure I can live up to those standards. Can I let you in on a little secret? Getting old absolutely sucks. I feel almost like I'm stuck in limbo. Neither here nor there. Not young enough to be a child but not responsible enough to be an adult. In all honesty I feel like a fraud. Who let a kid like me into a community college in Cleveland Ohio. Didn't they realize what kind of people are there. Learning. Teaching. If the end wasn't so near, I might consider dropping. I'm ready for the summer. The air. The sun. Car rides and hair down and spontaneity. I need it. I crave it. But summer appearing comes with it's own set of challenges.
Maybe I'll fill you in on them soon.
But don't hold your breath.
I'm bad at these things, remember?
Don't take it personally Jared. I'll always come back at some point.
Until then, take it easy,
-T
I'm sorry I left you alone for so long. Did you forget about me? Think I was gone for good? Unfortunately I don't go away that easily. But I do struggle with keeping a commitment like this. I guess I just felt the need to catch up. Life at the moment is pretty rough. School has hit an astronomically unrealistic high and I'm not sure I can live up to those standards. Can I let you in on a little secret? Getting old absolutely sucks. I feel almost like I'm stuck in limbo. Neither here nor there. Not young enough to be a child but not responsible enough to be an adult. In all honesty I feel like a fraud. Who let a kid like me into a community college in Cleveland Ohio. Didn't they realize what kind of people are there. Learning. Teaching. If the end wasn't so near, I might consider dropping. I'm ready for the summer. The air. The sun. Car rides and hair down and spontaneity. I need it. I crave it. But summer appearing comes with it's own set of challenges.
Maybe I'll fill you in on them soon.
But don't hold your breath.
I'm bad at these things, remember?
Don't take it personally Jared. I'll always come back at some point.
Until then, take it easy,
-T
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